February 2012
687 posts
Decided to play dance central with my sisters. Of course they said I danced like a whore when I tried so here I am. Listening to music, hungry for not eating the past, at least, 15 hours. Ugh. I feel so tired. Only 3 hours of sleep. I feel so tired yet not at the same time. I dislike this feeling a lot
Alex: I am utterly convinced that I have a kink for bonding. You know, like with vampires and stuff
Jake: Yeah. You always seem to be reading that
Alex: The excitement and everything... It's just so great
Jake: Like action movies
Alex: Erm... Yeah...!!
While the rest of the house complains about being cold, I’m freaking burning up. It feels like an oven. So I’m inside my room, door shut with my window wide open. In the middle of winter. True Canadian
Jake: Alex, I've just had an epiphany
Alex: And what would that be, my dear Jake?
Jake: Our friendship has been based only about shipping gay couples
Alex: Wow
Jake: Huh?
Alex: Took you 7 years to figure that out
Jake: Shut up
Alex: And I thought you said it was ME who was the dumbass
NEVER BABYSIT 5 KIDS UNDER THE AGE OF 10 EVER
THEY FIGHT, THEY SCREAM, CRY AND HAVE THE MOST RANDOM GAMES WHICH ALWAYS INVOLVE YOU GETTING HURT IN SOME WAY. IN THE END I HAVE, A NOSE BLEED, A POUNDING AND PAINFUL HEADACHE, PHYSICALLY EXHAUSTED, ANNOYED AND BITCHY, A FEW BRUISES ON RANDOM BODY PARTS, AND MOST OF ALL, A CHUNK OF HAIR MISSING. THEY THOUGHT IT WOULD BE FUNNY TO CUT MY HAIR WHILE I SLEPT FOR 10 MINUTES.
I have never been more in love with a fanfiction...
My heart beats faster and my palms are sweaty because of it. I can’t wait for the next update even though it’s so painfully slow, I know the waiting will pay off
I swear, I am so much pain right now. My headache is as bad as it was this summer
Anonymous asked: What's your biggest fear? Maybe that is the reason of you being so doubtful of yourself, even though you seem pretty awesome! :D
url-goes-here replied to your post: url-goes-here replied to your post: I “hate”…
Oh :c Well that’s silly. Depression can’t be contagious. :/
Well the thing is, I’ve always sort of been treated like this. Just now with the stress and everything, it’s been really bugging me
These kids, I swear
I leave them alone for a minute and next thing I hear is “Ice, Ice baby” played full blast and screaming as if someone had been murdered. I check on them and what are they doing? Have a shoe fight. That right, a shoe fight. Throwing shoes at each other and I got hit with a fucking cowboy boot. Ugh, this headache is getting worse
xmapleteax replied to your post: I dressed “Girly” for the first time in a while….
‘cuz you are pretty~
Naw, you are
url-goes-here replied to your post: I “hate” everything
At least she’s getting them all checked out at once. And hey, if you’re diagnosed with something and can get some help with it, you might start to feel better about everything c:
With me, I’ve been telling her I’ve been depressed for years, but she has never done anything about it. But I think that’s all I have...
I dressed “Girly” for the first time in a while. It feels weird and people stared at me.
I "hate" everything
I put quotation around hate because hate sounds better than saying “I dislike everything”. I am alone again. Bluh. This sucks. But meh. I missed my chances. Well, more like I let myself miss them. But one thing is now certain. My Mom is putting me in Counciling for real now. Also taking me in to see if I have “clinical depression” or not. She also wants me checked out for...
Last post before I go
On Netflix, they have Merlin(YAY) but they only have season 2. What is this shit? Why? Why would someone only want to watch season 2? Maybe I wanted to re-watch the whole thing but noooooo, only season 2. I mean, where is season 3 even? Fuck this shit. Lmao
Going to leave tumblr for a bit
Maybe a for a few days
“My life has become an obsession of handsome men I will never meet but love...”
– Alex and Jake’s voice calls
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Overheard my Mom and Luke talking
Luke: Where is Alex? Haven't seen him in a while
Mom: She's in her room eating grapes and freaking out about British TV shows
Luke: So that's where the grapes went
Guys, do you remember this?
norwegian-chocolate-delight:
Roses are red
Violets are suck my dick, I’m Denmark.
DO YOU REMEMBER THIS?
Find your blood color →
airinn:
7ns:
balphesian:
avali:
thornmallow:
you are darkviolet #9400D3
Your dominant hues are blue and magenta. You’re the one who goes to all the parties but doesn’t quite fit in at every one… you know what you want, but are afraid of what the world might think of it. You’re a little different and that’s okay with them, and if you’re smart it’s okay with you too. Your saturation level...
THIS IS TRUE.
Me: Damn, this shower is cold.
Me: *turns the knob up a teeny amount*
Shower:
Shower:
Shower:
Me: ... *turns it up a fraction of an inch more*
Shower:
Shower:
Shower:
Me: *a millimeter more*
Shower: I AM KRAKATOA FEEL MY LAVA WRATH
Me: ASDFJLKAJECJALMEIOMWZ
Icon Change
I have noticed I tend to use manga caps for my icons. Yaoi manga caps. Great life choices Alex
terriblyunoriginal replied to your post: DYING MY HAIR COTTON CANDY BLUE
You sure that’s a good idea?
YES. I’VE DYED MY HAIR ALMOST EVERY COLOUR AND IT IS WEIRD SEEING ME WITH PLAIN HAIR LIKE I HAVE RIGHT NOW. Also because I am having it blue for cosplay uses and I have no money for wigs so….
*Sob*I’m poor okay?*Sob*
ask-zoosmellpooplord:
DYING MY HAIR COTTON CANDY BLUE
AND GETTING A HAIR CUT
BECAUSE I AM BORED WITH HOW NORMAL AND BORING MY HAIR LOOKS LIKE
pyromaniacqueen:
cheesemonkey119:
...
Calling me to eat
Mom: Come eat
Me:
Mom:
Me: I have grapes
Mom:
Me:
Mom: Come and eat
Me: I have grapes though
Mom: Fuck the grapes and come and eat
Jane seriously has the best expressions ever
Everybody: JAKE WHAT DIRK OMG JANE BABY AAAA FEELINNGNGGSSDJSGFJGFfHJGASDJHGJ@!G@KWGEJHgd
Me: brOBOT NO WHAT ARE YOU DOING
TIRED BUT CAN'T FUCKING SLEEP
ALSO! I have some pop and won a free cofe from Tim’s because you know what? IT’S MOTHER FUCKING ROLL UP THE RIM TO WIN TIME
